Once you become self-conscious, there is no end to it; once you start to doubt, there is no room for anything else.

 I took over the 930 am Weight Watchers meeting today.  I was awkward, not myself, quiet, and totally heard crickets the entire time.  For whatever reason all I can do in these situations is dwell and beat myself up.  I wish I could write and say something inspiring in my blog, but I seriously feel like such an uber loser today.  Just waiting for a voice to say 'calm down you can do this'. Either that or someone to be realistic and say 'who the heck are you kidding'.